Under Estimated Agendas

Purity

2009-04-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

"But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you as becometh saints."

Ephesians 5:3

A part of a guide to grow in Christ Likeness.

New Day, New Toy.

2008-10-26T16:49:00.000-07:00

Recently, I had not again been updating frequently. But I suppose I am quite free now since my company is not having any business recently. But that is not what I am going to share about now.
The thing is I recently replace my Notebook from a one year old Acer Aspire to a brand new Compaq Presario.

The following is what I am actually talking about.

My Acer Aspire run's on a AMD Turion 2.2Ghz Processor, 512MB RAM which was recently upgraded to 2GB.
It comes with a 14.1" brightview LCD Display panel, a built-in webcam, DVD multi burner and 80GB Hard Disc.

The new one is a Compaq Presario CQ40. Built with a AMD Turion 2.0GHZ x2 duo core Processor, 2GB RAM, 160GB Hard Drive, Lightscribe DVD multi- Burner. This one has a built in 1.3MP Webcam and a HD3200- 256mb Display card. It is built simple, but the finishing of the looks is great.

Well, I am going to have this new one tested now.. Enjoy whatever u are doing.

The Day I rebooted my life.

2008-09-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

Funny today was the day I rebooted my life because I just felt I should do so. I have changed my friendster account so that people won't recognized me, and deactivated my facebook account. Also I blocked out my friend's out of my life.

I just felt like it. It is some sort like I would sin more if I continue having them,.... it is not them, it is me..... I must make my stand with GOD and hope on HIM alone for His Strenght in me. I just have to read more and learn more in walking in this tainted life.

Today...2 August.

2008-08-02T02:14:00.000-07:00

I have been sitting at home today the whole while trying to catch up with relaxation. It had been a hectic week, body aching and might kill if over do..... And I guess I haven't been thinking straight alot lately because of me having quit smoking for a quite long ... I am starting to think that smoking is controlling my life. So I quit entirely.

And the other thing is it is because it is starting to pull down my financial status monthly. Due to the rising cost of everything I could not afford such leisure anymore. Which is good anyway. It is hard to quit. Well, now I am also facing another problem, Financial, I hate it when u go out of budget.

And I never really like how banks works, with all the machine and technology, waiting for a cheque to go through seem to take ages. Now I am left to wonder how am I going to church tommorow without money to pump fuel even.

I hope something happens soon .

Arr Well,....

2008-04-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

I am kinda in a 'moment' right now. I dunno what to do with three blog's all at once. Most of my night's are spent reading and thinking. I dunno somehow I find that today was weird, everything seemed weird today, I feel not in place for everything. It is as if I am changing. To what I dunno.

Probably it was the weather, nope not it. Probably it was the mistakes I made before hand, not it either, hmmm.... see I am in a confused mind right now, but anyway, we'll see what's gonna happen these few day's. Was kinda watching 'The Mist" movie awhile ago, and man I really wanted to see the movie coz I read the story from Stephen King's the Skeleton Key book I hijacked long time ago (which I don't remember when) from my hometown's library.... Yeah I am a bad person am I, public enemy to the library..... Well, anyway...it was a good movie. Like how the director Interprets it almost like the book. But didn't expect the ending to be that way though.

Well, I am still out of ideas for now, but it would subside soon,.... I am making alot of non profitable planning's on how should I split my ideas in three different blog's. Hope it work's.. Till for now.

The Lost Times

2008-03-17T08:52:00.001-07:00

Been pretty busy with the New Year's move to my new location......with all the buyings of new furniture and new everything, and also moving all the new same old stuff too.... finally i am settled.
as a matter of fact i had been ready to be home to my home town for the CNY. and enjoyed being there for two whole weeks.
But i forgot where i put those pictures. Need to look for them. Anyway, this blog seem to be Up for now. I hope I would have more input in future... If I remember ...

Genting.

2007-12-10T05:51:00.000-08:00

Well, I got some quite lousy pic's via my palm top camera. I just put it here for memories anyway. It had been awhile since I have been to genting and there was so much change over the past 10 Years since I have been up there. Been here for the past one year plus and finally this time I get to go up there with my family.

My New Home

2007-11-11T20:08:00.000-08:00

Curently going to move myself to Putra Height's.

This is a picture right opposite the house,

My Room After All is Done moving by end of november.

Happy Halloween !!

2007-10-30T21:29:00.000-07:00

The Day which most people goes out tricker treatin. Kid's , teens and some adults going out dress in there favourite scary monster's, ghoul's , goblins and so on. Parties set for that particular occasion.
Well, back in where I come from a minority would celebrate this occasion's in clubs and bar's which is fun. I hope those who celebrate this occasion do enjoy it.

Anyway, the line on my side had been bad recently, making it hard for me to do much surfing and blogging. So I guess I hope that maybe when I move away from this place I would have access to the internet even better than here.

Spent Raya Holiday

2007-10-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

These two day's had been different since I came here for most of the holiday's spent are not as what I used to back in my hometown. Normally holidays like this I would have made some round's visiting friend's who celebrates it every year. But like those who are outside who didn't go home for this holiday, I spent my holiday waking up late and going out to the city to look for thing's that could keep me out for the whole day.

Well, I went out spending my day in sunway lagoon but it was jammed packed coz it seems as though I am not the only one who is trying to enjoy the holiday apart from visiting. I stood there for awhile and thought. Well it doesn't seem to be a good idea at all since it is so full and entering the place was so expensive. The other things is it was so dark coz it was going to rain heavily. So went on hanging out in the Pyramid itself to spend my time. Watching people ice skate and so on.

After it was evening I sort of went on to another place near 1 Utama to the Golf Driving Range for some lesson's with Kong Min (ryabren : Miricommunity) and the group till nightfall. Well, It was not as I expected. Last year was spending Raya at home watching rerun's. At least this time it was an improvement.

Sign

2007-10-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

Owh Crap.... I am Stuck.... Don't ask ....I can't seem to put it in Word's for now.....

Been Busy...

2007-09-21T22:58:00.000-07:00

The reason why I was not updating my blog's is because I can hardly find time to do so because partly, my job and also busy handling our move from Klang to Subang. So basicly it took most of my days ....including weekend's off too. Basicly thats some of the pics on the progress....It is still half way through coz we faced alot of problem's which are minor but time consuming. So I just let time tell when are we ready for the actual move. I had to work nights to finish what I didn't do for the day time because I had to be there to watch them do all those. Tiring times this is. But can't wait to Move....

The Gloomy Day

2007-08-22T22:47:00.001-07:00

ThE GloOmy , The rAiNy and The CoOlness

which the pictures tell's it's own story.....

Of being a day which makes the rest of your time in sleepyness , tiredness and non-focused in whatever u do during this time.

And A Time which makes u realized U are not in control of the things round U like for instance : the weather.

* Okie. That's It. enough Mumbo Jumbo.

I just took this picture's for fun, Nothing else or personal. i just felt tired. Thats all.

Happy BurpDay!!

2007-08-20T08:39:00.001-07:00

Okie, .. It's my birthday, in 20 minutes from now. Actually I was not too fond of it coz I had to run away from a lady I stole the cake from which was originally for a person named George who is celebrating his 50th birthday.

Hei , I meant good... It was Originally written, "Happy Birthday George, I am getting myself a younger manwhore this time" .....I just think I am doing something good,...right.. right??

Anyway, I had no celebration since like 15 years now...i remembered the last birthday i had was in my cozy little bed wondering what i would do for next year's birthday....which i am going to do again for tommorow.....which i would do the same thing ...wondering what i am going to do next year in my , again cozy little bed, which i think the cozyness is starting to wear out.

My plans for the day is still not in schedule. probably go get a bite. Probably go somewhere to have fun.....yet....I just think it is better I just sleep my way counting all those lambchops.

Well, to whoever who had a birthday this month too....which i know of some.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO !! and to end this....Here's A little quote :

" A Day which each person realized that getting older is actually not a bad thing to face,
because as we count the years and look back behind us, we realized that the memories and past experience had been perfectly laid to build the person we are now. And also having the privilege to meet so many people and love one's who contribute for us those experience is a life worth living."

hungry Ghost month!!

2007-08-13T05:23:00.000-07:00

Well, this month seem like any other months for most people but to the chinese this is the month where no one is allowed to do much work, move in their newly purchase home or other premises and even marry ......
It is actually held every 7th month of the chinese calendar which was called the ghost month. Being a chinese, I am quite in the circle but not following it coz I was raised by a christian family. But I can't help it coz everyone else like the people I work with, relatives and so on do believe in it. like for example; I was supposed to move this month but then my employer did not approve on us moving coz it is particularly not a good idea to move fearing bad things would befall on the business in future , so...I respect that.
Well, normally there are concert's, shows and other entertainment held just for this ocassion at night. Normally I would see people crowding in various housing areas setting up temporary stages and so on. Some making offering's to their ancestors that "pass on" before with food, drinks and paper made car's, airplanes, houses and hell money.
So during this month I guess it is best be respectfull of other's belief and not despised them. You'll never know.

Which Actual Personality are you in??

2007-08-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

Well, This is actually raw.....Not a forwarded Mail like some other's. This is sort of like what I observe in people around me. There are actually tonnes of personality to be listed but I put it into the obvious.

1. The Destruction Type : Most of this Victims or people don't know that they are Jinx or Cursed by this personality. Normally they are the type which, Anything they own, touch and hold are bound to be destroyed, break down, Ka-put(a term which some of us use), Haywire, explode, crash, die-out and so on which I think you would get my point and need not elaborate further. You can't blame them which most of the time they would be blamed, because it is built-in their Lives. Like if the stuff they held dun go into problem's, It won't complete the cycle of life around them.

2. The Opposite to the first is obvious too, The thing's they have, owned, touch and so on would last a life time and would probably be displayed in a Museum some day. And everything they touch would either come to life or just worked nicely even when the actual user say's they had problem working it. These are the kind you really want to have around to make sure everything is working.

3. The Loving Type : Anyone comes across these people will like being around them. Probably because of the way they present themselves, the way they act, the way they move, the way they talk and so on makes them Idealy loved in everyway. Put one of this person in a crowd and you can be sure it would be a fun time. And the opposite is what not the above.

4. The Talented : I need not have to tell you how this particular personality stand's out.... You probably would see this person humming away a tune without missing a beat, play a musical instrument like heaven is upon earth, telling a joke as though everything he says is a laughter,
Every move they make catches your eye. With them around, you might want to make sure you want them in your "next Birthday invite List", Cocktail party or other gathering's.

5. The Looker : these mostly refer to Handsome, Pretty, good looking, Eye-appealing which most of those who are not so attractive would look up to.....They walk down the street vehicles seem to slow down to catch a glance even pedestrian's..... They dun have to say anything or act differently. They just let the breeze catch their hair or the sun shine on their faces to light. This also refer's to charming and elegant.

6. The Serious : Everyday is a war zone or a large fight for people like these, everything must be right, no time to horse around, no time to play....No time to joke around, work, work, work ....assignment, assignment, assignment...."I sleep when I am dead", " I am behind schedule", "Must rush to it, I am going to be late","I am going to get that promotion" and so on... which I think is relevant to some point. But what is life without fun anyway. *Believe me I came across people like those, everything they say, do and act is about the Job, career and life which I am not against but com'mon, smell the fresh air for once.

7. The Flirter : Of course most of us would know how to do that, but I am talking about those who can really flirt, those who could sweep someones feet away without even a first date. In a way it is a talent too to do just that. So watch out ....not all are as it seem's....

8. The Dreamer : All Their lives are based on their dream, some succeeded in making thing's happen for us, some...well.....they continue to dream and dream but still stuck in their reality which some are even worst to live with and they prefer to stay in their dream if they have to.

9. The Geek's And Nerd's : They are not that bad, I found some with high intellegent but some came out a total wreck because of the crowd problem. They just need a little more of a self -esteem thats all.

10. The Bullier's : They can come in alot of way's, Bullying other weaker kid's, Bullying people on the road's, Bullying people in and at work, family and friend's.....Sometimes it turn's out good for those who got bullied to learn what they lack in Life. But most of the time it is scary and irritating.

11. The Helper : Now this is a breed you want anytime, like angel's sent from above to help you in time of need's no matter what the time is, They have passion in doing it, and don't forget...sincerity.... * please dun take them for granted will you....

Well There are more....I could go on and on....but time forbid's me to do more today. Like me....I could say that I do have a little of the 11 personalities above.

The Frog Incident

2007-08-01T20:46:00.001-07:00

After I saw this I was given a specific "Answer" to choose from Like the Following :

A) Dispose it immediately

B) Cook it together with the vege

C) Keep it as a pet

D) Lodge a complaint

And my answer is .... It can't be "A" ....Since that poor critter needs to be out of the bag and back into the pond where it came from and not the bin.

"B" Cooking With the Vegetables?? No, Those Vegetables won't taste nice with a little extra meat it in.....What it need is a whole lot more of that to complete a meaty experience in your vegetable .....

"D" Lodge a complaint?? Well, It wouldn't matter anyway, not unless all of the vegetable packed are found with it in the supermarket or the grocery store.....I might as well get over it and Keep it as a pet which is "C" coz to stay alive in a pack for that long must be a tough frog to have.

So my answer is "C" obviously. Coz I always wanted a pet frog I dun have to catch but purchased from stores with my favourite "canonigos" ..... I consider it a bonus !!

* More Info About it could be found in LADYBIRDKAMOLLY's Blog.

Day Job

2007-07-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

Well I am couped up with my day job recently, so busy till I have to carry my PDA and laptop with me like I am doing something big even at night when I am doing my chores and having dinner....That's life over here in the big city. Everything is fast here, Like taking a few minutes Leak* is impossible for me.
It never seem to end when it is going, but when it is quiet, it get's really quiet like the day is not going to end with full of boredom. Phones ringing not going to let u have even few minutes of driving pleasure(which I think it's impossible living in the big city. But when the Midnight comes, it is quiet but that is the time when my whole body seems to lose power, getting ready for an immediate shut-down.
Well, there is one thing that is keeping me going, it is the income which I hope to get from all of this.

Jazz

2007-07-13T01:59:00.000-07:00

Jazz Beer, something new...Cost RM9.00....not many place you can have it but probably next time it would be all over.... Alcohol 5.5% .... taste?? it is okie... at least beating others by price....

Alienware??

2007-07-10T18:42:00.001-07:00

A cool, neat, extra ordinary GUI design for alienware fan's and computer enthusiasts...

Gotta Love that look on your desktop.

*The white one is actually the looks of my Dell Desktop and the dark blue belongs to my personal Laptop.

...........Happy Feet.......

2007-07-10T01:24:00.001-07:00

Yeah I am a Show Off....Bite me!!!!.......And I wouldn't want to say where I got that from.....it was a short and weird story anyway which you won't want to bare with me ....

Head Pressure !!

2007-07-09T09:51:00.000-07:00

I dunno why but my head is aching with thought's I couldn't put straight. Lot's of unwanted disturbance while I am climbing ahead in my life. I wonder what would happen to me if I just let it go and just forget non of this stuff ever happen's and get on with it. Worries trouble us more and more each day without choosing a time and date. And it would not end....

Issit because we did thing's wrongly which left us this way?? or it is just me being alway's in the wrong place at the wrong time. For crying out loud I have enough trouble's already. Why is this happening again and again, over and over like it is haunting me since the time I was just out to see the world. And to some this is what we call reality, and it bites....really hard I tell you. It hurt's, torturing you without fail everyday.

For this kind of situation I guess I really understand why some people resolve it by putting an end to their misery, or go to a place where it won't try to follow and haunt them over again if they stayed. A really far far and secluded place. I guess it is wise to say it is still not my way of doing thing's but it is still painful to bare.

I hope one day there is a place for me. Somewhere I could relax and stay that way....at least for a bit.

Die Hard 4.0

2007-07-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

A Must watch Movie for all the Die Hard Fan's and action Lover's. John Maclane (Bruce Willis) is at it again with this new action feature. I was in the city and thought of watching "Transformers" but it was full and I took the opportunity to watch this instead and it blew me away. Watch it in Cinema's Near You.....

Thing's that would Not Go your way whenever you needed them to...

2007-07-02T04:22:00.001-07:00

Have you ever thought of as in why sometimes Happening's like the following actually happen's when you actually Don't expect them to happen on that particular day :

1. Whenever you are at home and really at a free zone, there are not phone call's, E-mail's, fax or people stopping by but when you are not around you are called by Cellphone to inform you there is and important fax, important meeting, receiving delivery and people coming to meet up with you in the office, alot of times.

2. The Weather is shiny when you are sitting around the house doing nothing and getting to bored to death and could not enjoy the day rest cause is too hot and when you are going out for work or doing important outdoor activities, heavy rain seem to pour furiously.

3. When you are single and available, the opposite sex seem to be hiding somewhere, requiring you to find, seek and tag them with alot of effort and when you are married they seem to pop up in your doorstep like salesmen asking you to purchase another vaccum cleaner which you already bought the day before.

4. Buying stuff that is costly and realizing a few day's after that there is a sale everywhere in most outlet's.

5. Missing interesting stuff during Holiday trip's which you suddenly hear from friend's telling you which you didn't even came across.

6. Buying Lotteries and realized everytime your number is a near miss to only a number or only two number's in it wrongly placed.

7. you fell into a drain or a pot hole which you knew it wasn't there yesterday.

8. Your Spouse nagging and annoying you when you were in a bad mood.

9. Friend's tried to make fun at you when it was not the "right" time you would find it funny.

10. You got a parking ticket from the police when you realized that was the first time you park wrongly at the zone and hearing other's saying they only got a brief warning when they did so at the same spot.

And that's why we have patience to help us cope with those problem's faced.....There are more.....But I guess "10" would be an unlucky number for today.

Muh' new toy....

2007-07-02T01:33:00.000-07:00

I was in the city last weekend and I was strolling around to keep the breeze in my head when I suddenly realized I was gazing at laptop's in one of the shop's. I suddenly felt it was time to replace my old lappy for a new one.....So I got myself an Acer Aspire 5054 .

It comes with an AMD Turion, 512MB DDR2 Memory, 14.1 inch WXGA LCD, ATi Radeon Xpress 1100, 80GB Hardrive, DVD Super MultiLayer Burner RW and wireless Lan. And it also has a built in Web Cam.

I hope this machine serves me well while going mobile in future.

I rant too....but not that obvious.....sometimes...

2007-06-30T09:43:00.000-07:00

Who doesn't, everyone is doing it, even without the new technology of having computer's around to increase the speed and fast transfer from one human to another.... It still carries well on even in the past. So there is nothing wrong with it in any way....Just hope it isn't annoying that's all.

I have known of ppl who rant's till they repeat the same thing over and over again yet when you tell them off or advice them, they still try to "as if" remind you about the same thing over and over again as if there is nothing else to say.

I honestly say :" I can't stand it, but yeah I bared over it like some of the dumb idiot's who think's something good would come out of it." And no it doesn't. And it doesn't get you laid either. You'll get the first class seat to a long winding journey of never ending distress, sadness, turmoil and embarrasment.

So I guess well, I dunno....sometimes I wonder when is this going to stop anyway. Just to know that no one bug's you with stuff like these especially in a position like mine(Divorcee with one kid).....I get tired of it.....really....but never showed that I am...nd hoping that one day they will be condiserate enough to let me poor ass go.....

I just let this slide for the mean time....got more important things to do .....so beat it.

2007-06-29T20:10:00.000-07:00

I have Reopened another blog which would divert me from the recent slow connection of my OTHER BLOG.
I think it would be awhile till it goes back to normal so this part of my blog would be used as another side of me.

It all comes when you realized that one blog cannot explain the whole of you coz it would be really confusing so I decided to split it to two different part's.

So in time I hope this works' just for the hell of it.