Under Estimated Agendas

Funny today was the day I rebooted my life because I just felt I should do so. I have changed my friendster account so that people won't recognized me, and deactivated my facebook account. Also I blocked out my friend's out of my life. I just felt like it. It is some sort like I would sin more if I continue having them,.... it is not them, it is me..... I must make my stand with GOD and hope on HIM alone for His Strenght in me. I just have to read more and learn more in walking in this tainted life.

I have been sitting at home today the whole while trying to catch up with relaxation. It had been a hectic week, body aching and might kill if over do..... And I guess I haven't been thinking straight alot lately because of me having quit smoking for a quite long ... I am starting to think that smoking is controlling my life. So I quit entirely. And the other thing is it is because it is starting to pull down my financial status monthly. Due to the rising cost of everything I could not afford such leisure anymore. Which is good anyway. It is hard to quit. Well, now I am also facing another problem, Financial, I hate it when u go out of budget. And I never really like how banks works, with all the machine and technology, waiting for a cheque to go through seem to take ages. Now I am left to wonder how am I going to church tommorow without money to pump fuel even. I hope something happens soon .

I am kinda in a 'moment' right now. I dunno what to do with three blog's all at once. Most of my night's are spent reading and thinking. I dunno somehow I find that today was weird, everything seemed weird today, I feel not in place for everything. It is as if I am changing. To what I dunno. Probably it was the weather, nope not it. Probably it was the mistakes I made before hand, not it either, hmmm.... see I am in a confused mind right now, but anyway, we'll see what's gonna happen these few day's. Was kinda watching 'The Mist" movie awhile ago, and man I really wanted to see the movie coz I read the story from Stephen King's the Skeleton Key book I hijacked long time ago (which I don't remember when) from my hometown's library.... Yeah I am a bad person am I, public enemy to the library..... Well, anyway...it was a good movie. Like how the director Interprets it almost like the book. But didn't expect the ending to be that way tho...

Been pretty busy with the New Year's move to my new location......with all the buyings of new furniture and new everything, and also moving all the new same old stuff too.... finally i am settled. as a matter of fact i had been ready to be home to my home town for the CNY. and enjoyed being there for two whole weeks. But i forgot where i put those pictures. Need to look for them. Anyway, this blog seem to be Up for now. I hope I would have more input in future... If I remember ...

Well, I got some quite lousy pic's via my palm top camera. I just put it here for memories anyway. It had been awhile since I have been to genting and there was so much change over the past 10 Years since I have been up there. Been here for the past one year plus and finally this time I get to go up there with my family.

Curently going to move myself to Putra Height's. This is a picture right opposite the house, My Room After All is Done moving by end of november.

The Day which most people goes out tricker treatin. Kid's , teens and some adults going out dress in there favourite scary monster's, ghoul's , goblins and so on. Parties set for that particular occasion. Well, back in where I come from a minority would celebrate this occasion's in clubs and bar's which is fun. I hope those who celebrate this occasion do enjoy it. Anyway, the line on my side had been bad recently, making it hard for me to do much surfing and blogging. So I guess I hope that maybe when I move away from this place I would have access to the internet even better than here.

These two day's had been different since I came here for most of the holiday's spent are not as what I used to back in my hometown. Normally holidays like this I would have made some round's visiting friend's who celebrates it every year. But like those who are outside who didn't go home for this holiday, I spent my holiday waking up late and going out to the city to look for thing's that could keep me out for the whole day. Well, I went out spending my day in sunway lagoon but it was jammed packed coz it seems as though I am not the only one who is trying to enjoy the holiday apart from visiting. I stood there for awhile and thought. Well it doesn't seem to be a good idea at all since it is so full and entering the place was so expensive. The other things is it was so dark coz it was going to rain heavily. So went on hanging out in the Pyramid itself to spend my time. Watching people ice skate and so on. After it was evening I sort of went on to another pl...

Owh Crap.... I am Stuck.... Don't ask ....I can't seem to put it in Word's for now.....

The reason why I was not updating my blog's is because I can hardly find time to do so because partly, my job and also busy handling our move from Klang to Subang. So basicly it took most of my days ....including weekend's off too. Basicly thats some of the pics on the progress....It is still half way through coz we faced alot of problem's which are minor but time consuming. So I just let time tell when are we ready for the actual move. I had to work nights to finish what I didn't do for the day time because I had to be there to watch them do all those. Tiring times this is. But can't wait to Move....

ThE GloOmy , The rAiNy and The CoOlness which the pictures tell's it's own story..... Of being a day which makes the rest of your time in sleepyness , tiredness and non-focused in whatever u do during this time. And A Time which makes u realized U are not in control of the things round U like for instance : the weather. * Okie. That's It. enough Mumbo Jumbo. I just took this picture's for fun, Nothing else or personal. i just felt tired. Thats all.

Okie, .. It's my birthday, in 20 minutes from now. Actually I was not too fond of it coz I had to run away from a lady I stole the cake from which was originally for a person named George who is celebrating his 50th birthday. Hei , I meant good... It was Originally written, "Happy Birthday George, I am getting myself a younger manwhore this time" .....I just think I am doing something good,...right.. right?? Anyway, I had no celebration since like 15 years now...i remembered the last birthday i had was in my cozy little bed wondering what i would do for next year's birthday....which i am going to do again for tommorow.....which i would do the same thing ...wondering what i am going to do next year in my , again cozy little bed, which i think the cozyness is starting to wear out. My plans for the day is still not in schedule. probably go get a bite. Probably go somewhere to have fun.....yet....I just think it is better I just sleep my way counting all those lambchops....

Well, this month seem like any other months for most people but to the chinese this is the month where no one is allowed to do much work, move in their newly purchase home or other premises and even marry ...... It is actually held every 7th month of the chinese calendar which was called the ghost month. Being a chinese, I am quite in the circle but not following it coz I was raised by a christian family. But I can't help it coz everyone else like the people I work with, relatives and so on do believe in it. like for example; I was supposed to move this month but then my employer did not approve on us moving coz it is particularly not a good idea to move fearing bad things would befall on the business in future , so...I respect that. Well, normally there are concert's, shows and other entertainment held just for this ocassion at night. Normally I would see people crowding in various housing areas setting up temporary stages and so on. Some making offering's to their ancesto...

Well, This is actually raw.....Not a forwarded Mail like some other's. This is sort of like what I observe in people around me. There are actually tonnes of personality to be listed but I put it into the obvious. 1. The Destruction Type : Most of this Victims or people don't know that they are Jinx or Cursed by this personality. Normally they are the type which, Anything they own, touch and hold are bound to be destroyed, break down, Ka-put(a term which some of us use), Haywire, explode, crash, die-out and so on which I think you would get my point and need not elaborate further. You can't blame them which most of the time they would be blamed, because it is built-in their Lives. Like if the stuff they held dun go into problem's, It won't complete the cycle of life around them. 2. The Opposite to the first is obvious too, The thing's they have, owned, touch and so on would last a life time and would probably be displayed in a Museum some day. And everything the...

After I saw this I was given a specific "Answer" to choose from Like the Following : A) Dispose it immediately B) Cook it together with the vege C) Keep it as a pet D) Lodge a complaint And my answer is .... It can't be "A" ....Since that poor critter needs to be out of the bag and back into the pond where it came from and not the bin. "B" Cooking With the Vegetables?? No, Those Vegetables won't taste nice with a little extra meat it in.....What it need is a whole lot more of that to complete a meaty experience in your vegetable ..... It would taste funny anyway. "D" Lodge a complaint?? Well, It wouldn't matter anyway, not unless all of the vegetable packed are found with it in the supermarket or the grocery store.....I might as well get over it and Keep it as a pet which is "C" coz to stay alive in a pack for that long must be a tough frog to have. So my answer is "C" obviously. Coz I always wanted a pet frog I...

Well I am couped up with my day job recently, so busy till I have to carry my PDA and laptop with me like I am doing something big even at night when I am doing my chores and having dinner....That's life over here in the big city. Everything is fast here, Like taking a few minutes Leak* is impossible for me. It never seem to end when it is going, but when it is quiet, it get's really quiet like the day is not going to end with full of boredom. Phones ringing not going to let u have even few minutes of driving pleasure(which I think it's impossible living in the big city. But when the Midnight comes, it is quiet but that is the time when my whole body seems to lose power, getting ready for an immediate shut-down. Well, there is one thing that is keeping me going, it is the income which I hope to get from all of this.

Jazz Beer, something new...Cost RM9.00....not many place you can have it but probably next time it would be all over.... Alcohol 5.5% .... taste?? it is okie... at least beating others by price....

A cool, neat, extra ordinary GUI design for alienware fan's and computer enthusiasts... Gotta Love that look on your desktop. *The white one is actually the looks of my Dell Desktop and the dark blue belongs to my personal Laptop.

Have you ever thought of as in why sometimes Happening's like the following actually happen's when you actually Don't expect them to happen on that particular day : 1. Whenever you are at home and really at a free zone, there are not phone call's, E-mail's, fax or people stopping by but when you are not around you are called by Cellphone to inform you there is and important fax, important meeting, receiving delivery and people coming to meet up with you in the office, alot of times. 2. The Weather is shiny when you are sitting around the house doing nothing and getting to bored to death and could not enjoy the day rest cause is too hot and when you are going out for work or doing important outdoor activities, heavy rain seem to pour furiously. 3. When you are single and available, the opposite sex seem to be hiding somewhere, requiring you to find, seek and tag them with alot of effort and when you are married they seem to pop up in your doorstep like salesmen askin...

I was in the city last weekend and I was strolling around to keep the breeze in my head when I suddenly realized I was gazing at laptop's in one of the shop's. I suddenly felt it was time to replace my old lappy for a new one.....So I got myself an Acer Aspire 5054 . It comes with an AMD Turion, 512MB DDR2 Memory, 14.1 inch WXGA LCD, ATi Radeon Xpress 1100, 80GB Hardrive, DVD Super MultiLayer Burner RW and wireless Lan. And it also has a built in Web Cam. I hope this machine serves me well while going mobile in future.